Now still abit headaches.. yesterday was a book out day yet abit special. The commander mess was having happy hour .. all we new specialists and officers was sabo n drink alot.. some of my friends gotten so drunk till cannot bk out... lucky i can still drink though i long long time never drink liao.. Drinking is bad for health.. :p Fallen asleep in the bus untill people must wake me up. End up must take another bus home, but it was a blessing in disguse. i reach my blk around 10 plus .. having a headaches.. but i saw someone .. it was her ... i suddenly feel refresh and she saw me .. but she walk to the other side to take lift. I can only stand there and watch her drifting away from me ...she opened letterbox and wait for lift , i feel like running toward her and ..... ! but i did not cous i dun wan her to see me like a drunked man though i still not drunk. And suddenly she turned her back and look at me , i look at her and i quickly turned away ... and enter the lift.. Haizzz..... i had so much to tell her but ... dun say liao .... As long as i noe she is living good .. i feel good ....... she is going to enter University soon ... me still in NS .... we are so near yet so apart..........

*Proverbs: God would only help those who help themselves if there is god*