Now still abit headaches.. yesterday was a book out day yet abit special. The commander mess was having happy hour .. all we new specialists and officers was sabo n drink alot.. some of my friends gotten so drunk till cannot bk out... lucky i can still drink though i long long time never drink liao.. Drinking is bad for health.. :p Fallen asleep in the bus untill people must wake me up. End up must take another bus home, but it was a blessing in disguse. i reach my blk around 10 plus .. having a headaches.. but i saw someone .. it was her ... i suddenly feel refresh and she saw me .. but she walk to the other side to take lift. I can only stand there and watch her drifting away from me ...she opened letterbox and wait for lift , i feel like running toward her and ..... ! but i did not cous i dun wan her to see me like a drunked man though i still not drunk. And suddenly she turned her back and look at me , i look at her and i quickly turned away ... and enter the lift.. Haizzz..... i had so much to tell her but ... dun say liao .... As long as i noe she is living good .. i feel good ....... she is going to enter University soon ... me still in NS .... we are so near yet so apart..........

*Proverbs: God would only help those who help themselves if there is god*

Haizz... booking day again.... sian .... fianlly endure to the last week of course liao ... finish liao .. can be real sergeant and train my mens. afternoon went with friends to eat lunch .. at first wanna eat paris but cous one of them late .. then too late to eat so eat phil's steak at TM. Not bad ... think next time can bring gf go eat if i have one ..... lol .. who me sia .... :)



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