:( going to leave house soon ... back to tekong again ... still have not rest enough ya!
Body tired , mind also in ........... hiazzzzzzzzz ...... hope to be still alive and come back next weekend to blog again ......lol ... haizzzz listening to jay zhou's qi li xiang .. dun feel like going back .......... cya all .... :p

Finally back to blog ..... lucky still alive. Sleep the whole afternoon after booking out, had my last IPPT test today , as usual got my silver.. nearly gold ... LOL...! This week really rush and packed, all my live firing together going on. I shoot LAW, SAR 21 , m203, SAW .. wow...! Dunnoe that singapore got so many training ground for live firing .. the whole thursday in singapore mainland going around to shoot .. so many secret place in singapore! Now waiting to eat dinner and thinking whether to go with my friends to zouk for the halloween night.. very tired leh ..
A tougher week ahead waiting for me.. haizzz ... back to thursday ... a long bus journey from SAF ferry terminal to the live firing area in Boon Lay, on the way back , around 7 plus .. road full of cars, traffic very slow.. seeing singaporeans on their way home from a day of work, make me miss home. At that time, chit-chat with session mates, talking about life after NS, me wanna quickly settle down, find a job, buy a car, spport my parent ... start a family .... hehehe .. Home sweet home ..

** Proverb: The place that shelter you from rain or shine and give you warmth is home **

A tired day, because of yesterday, sleep till very late then wake up. Went to buy the file for session but Popular bookshop closed down liao ... haizzzzz so have to ask others to buy, thankful to jermaine who agreed to help out. Just finish a mahjong session with sis, bro-in-law and cousin's husband. Haha very lucky , just lose one dollars..... LOL.... now going out to have dinner and then book in liao .... haizzzzzz ... think will miss someone very badly .......

** Proverb: Win and lose is just at a thin line **

Just came back, went to watch movie with serene, after watching walk her home. Not a bad movie though abit meaningless, very comedy. Book out early this morning due to good SOC result and IPPT silver. Siok ar! But feel very tired ........... now very shag... think will sleep till afternoon liao ... lol !

** Proverb: Never try to change urself to suit others or change others to suit urself **

Book in day, in hrs time, i going back to tekong. Sianzzz. no much things happen today. Sleep the whole day , now going to eat dinner and go back to tekong .... Sianzzzzzzz :(

SISPEC School motto:
With Pride, We Chao Keng

School Song:
School of Infantry Specialist Here We Come
Chao Kengers of every creep & race
Soldiers to Chao Kengers we will become
Leader of 6 men to go chao keng
SISPEC chao kengers, We are the chao kengers
SISPEC chao kengers, with pride we'll chao keng
Fearlessly we chao keng with pride
Slacking hard, full of might
Train to chao keng by day and night
We'll Strive for greater heights

** Proverb: Bo Keng Bo Chu Bin **

Friday was the last day of my grandmum funeral. Send her for the last time. That day feel abit tired cous training the whole day on thursday and straight away book out in the night and never sleep for the whole night till morning. Having been trying to control my tears utill the final moment when her coffin send in for crement, i finally burst out my tears, moments of childhood with her floated in my mind.
Thanks for all my friends who have given encouragement and greeting, thanks is all i can say! Enough of that .......

** Proverb: Sleep early and wake up early is good for life **

Yesterday night was a sleepless night.... received a bad news from home, my grandmother passed away! Feel very sad and lost cous ............. dunnoe how to put in words! I do not even have a chance to see her the last time. Just finsh the "ritual" and sealing her coffin, that was the last time i can see her ! Nearly cry out, but i control just hope that she can finsh her last journey of life with a simile. Going back to camp soon, the officers dun have a heart of compassionate ... keep on telling me training commitment, dunnoe whether spell correctly but hey care. Now people's kin pass away, they tell u, "Sorry u may not be able to attend the funeral, you have training", Wat the fuck!. Now i dunnoe if i have the chance to attend the wake and send my grandmum her last journey anot ! I feel very low now, sad .... think i not that strong after all ! Thanks for Serene for calling me last night and give me some moral encouragement ! :) I really dun have the mood to train, nearly injure myself this morning, due to lost of concentration. Haizzz ...

** Proverb: Life is short, dun take things or peoples for granted or you will regret **

Haizz ... going back to camp soon .... Abit sad ...... :( ! So many things to do today .. feel so tired ...
Still something in my mind have not done ..... haizzzzzz dunnoe when can finish it .......
See ya all next weekend ....... : (

** Proverb: Life is like Vaccum Cleaner, its sucks **

HOHO! Back from camp, yesterday wasa tiring day, had to learn SAW (Section Automatic Weapon) and test on it ... Stressful especially the striping and assembly part .. only 45 sec to do it ..really wanna cry... lucky passed all ! CO is good to us, push forward schedule and let us book out early. Yesterday night actually meeting Serene and can pass her the comic .. but too bad .... she last minute need to fetch her sister so she put me aeroplane .... LOL LOL LOL ... lucky i was only on my way to MRT so still can turn back .. Then later in the night went to watch soccer with friends, exicting match but i was tired because of the training so not really concentrating.. nearly doze off! Eat alots also ... Had a large bowl of noodle, a plate of chicken chop, Wu Xiang and 4 glass of ice milo ... wow ... think will be broke soon ....

SISPEC School motto:
With Pride, We Lead
School Song:
School of Infantry Specialist Here We Come
Soldiers of every creep & race
Soldiers to specialist we will become
Leader of 6 men to set the pace
SISPEC warrior, We are the warrior
SISPEC warrior, with pride we'll lead
Fearlessly we lead with pride
Training hard, full of might
Train to lead by day and night
We'll Strive for greater heights

** Proverb: When going gets tough, only the tough get going **

2 more hrs, i would be on my way to SISPEC. Haizz, Tough training waititng for me abit sad as my training school is deep in forest, this time round i cannot see singapore island .. oh no ... lol ...... ! Looking forward my book out , cous someone is going to give me a treat ..... and ...... .....!
Alright, blog again when i come back ba if i can .................. lol....................!

** Proverb: Regret what You have done is better than Regretting what you have not done **

Haizzz, still do not know how to swim yet .... need more pratice and determination ! Now having slight flu .. must been in the swimming pool too long ... Thanks for hui and xiao di teaching me how to swim, but think let them down .. haizzzz! Going back Tekong on Monday morning, still have not pack finish bag... thinking of AWOL .... LOL ...... then can book in another good chalet .... lol .... watching the beautiful sun set outside of house, thinking i will have not much time in Singapore ... going to be Permenant Resident of Tekong liao .. :p :( ! Miss All!

** Proverb: Life itself is a gamble, win or lose you still have to goes on **

Today receive a bad news, i was posted to SISPEC .. oh no i back to Tekong again .......... haizzzz! Another 5 months of hardship ... feel like crying ....... Still sian sian stay at home! Aiya I need to learn swiming ... need more pratice ..... :p.

** Proverb: 命中有时终须有，命里无时莫强求 **